Hi John, do you mind if I call you John? Here's the deal. no-one on this forum is gonna score a billion dollar recording deal. basically we are just having a big conversation about music.
you can write and you can play, and if you're anything like me music is part of your internal dialogue, so it's not like you can stop thinking about music anyway.
it's healthy to have a creative outlet and nobody seems too offended by what you're posting so relax it's all good.
Your lyrics are good, your playing is good, and you have a copy of Cake-walk so you have every right to post here.