Thank you Lynn, correct it is meant to give that sense. Another tune is fermenting which follows the theme it is quite cathartic to work through they pain and loss of my best friend, who is, but isn't, still here.
Thanks Nigel, good and bad days, the music both writing and listening really helps, along with strolling with the dog, nothing else matters when I am out with her, the mind can wander but it always returns to her fun and her enjoyment.
Thank you Treesha, as you say music allows a level of communication that, as powerful as words can be, that words sometimes can not. I appreciate your kind words and thoughtful comments.
Thanks Bjorn, the didgeridoo is from a custom patch in Cherry Audio's Voltage Modular. It uses random events to shape LFO's and trigger envelopes to synthesise the effects of circular breathing. Thanks for your ears and kind words.
Thanks Rik, I am and then I am not. I just have moments in the dark when I miss her. I am getting used to being alone, but I am not, I have my dog who really does not like me going anywhere without her. ? and I mean anywhere.
Firstly an apology to those who contribute here for not listening to your contributions, it is not that I do not want to but life has been a tad busy, more details are in the tune here Sad Day
The Darkness Within Toys
Cherry Audio Voltage Modular
Arturia Pigments x 4
FX
Cherry Audio Rackmode Phaser
All other FX Cakewalk stock.
Following on from Sad Day this reflects some of the internal turmoil of actions taken, for the best in the most part, but there is still the pain within.
I would not recommend listening on headphones or buds at high levels there are some very painful tones.
@whoisp Strength and a little of the force to you, I do feel and know your pain. My mum had crippling arthritis in every joint in a wheelchair at 45, my Dad had Parkinson's, my brother pi$$ed off to the US because he couldn't handle it. Use the music it is the most powerful language.
Thanks you sir. I have been a full time carer since 2006, our clan chief, my dad had Parkisons and Ms W had two very painful conditions which made her life distressing.
Giving up on Ms W was the hardest thing I have ever had to do, but it was literally killing me. It was also a family decision the rest of the clan and its addpotied members all sat me and Ms W to discuss it.
Thanks again for your ears and kind words.