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  1. OK Bill ! welcome to the riverbank . Kenny
  2. I had hoped to be able to have come back here and replied one on one to all your thoughtful kind posts . After a little over a week after having put Duke to sleep , it's still an emotional roller coaster over here for me . I thought I was on firm footing as far as my sadness and grief went ..The past couple of days have shown me other wise . I miss my best friend .. I need to give time time . Thank you all for posting .. Kenny
  3. New Jane ! Kinky . Tarzan's face the day Notty Elephant learned how to do a trunk rub on him . Kenny
  4. Hi Michael , I remember you ...you are Michael Japan right ? back then IIRC your avatar was a golden retriever ... Sure we used to talk every once in a while ...I was a beginner and you helped me out along the way Yeah , you Chaz , Ed MC....Sonic , Jeff M. and "M", were some of the regulars posting good music . Sorry about your loss of Sonny ...if you want to talk about him here by all means you are welcome to . Whew the grief and all that goes along with it sure is a tough one to swallow when I have a lump in y throat , thankfully celebrating is starting to come around as a welcome emotion . thanks for sharing the Love Yes how very true Bob ! thank you for reminding me of what I have to look forward too once I can get through some of these sucky mood swings of grief I'm having .. Hi Leadfoot , I agree with you "There's no advice anyone can really give at a time like this" . Sorry about your loss a few years ago . FWIW, I can't even trust my mind right now because it is so far up it's own AZZ looking for answers on subjects the mind can't even comprehend ... My fricking mind ..it just want's a quick answer so it can tidy up all my stray feelings about my dog Duke VIA Compartmentalization ... I want to feel my feelings and release them naturally.... so shut mind lol thanks for rapping w me Hi Dave , Thanks for having a kind thought and word to say ... Yes it can be a real heart break loosing a pet , I'm sorry for your loss being that traumatic. I do understand it and I have gone a while w out a pet a few times in the past . I have no idea what I'm gonna do ...Duke was my whole family .... Its funny you bring up a tortoise .. Recently I saw a few pics of Sylvester Stallone showing off his 2 turtles that he had in Rocky ..he still has them and they are starting to get pretty big ...lol judging by the looks of them they might out live us all lol. thanks for sharing Kenny
  5. Yes I agree with you . Thank you Craig ! Gregy ! thank your for sharing your empathy w me . Hi Craig ! Man what I would give to have another day with Duke ...Yet I know in my heart he moved on and his Spirit is now free. Thanks for the kind thoughts and words . Oh Yeah he got under my skin by working his way deep in to emotional places of Joy and Happiness I didn't even know I had ... On the flip side of the coin , he was rather stubborn ...he brought me into the championship rounds of our relationship . Our situation was full spectrum ... thank you for the kind word ...I'm still fugly ....somethings just don't change ... As we used to say " the drunker you get , the better we look , and the better we sound " Hi JohnG , Thank you for sharing your story about Trigger . ...Wow 21 years old .....impressive . It was good that you got to hold him while he drifted off to sleep . I'm at a point now where I can look at some of the good times we had and not get all choked up ... Last night I took our typical walk through the neighborhood and when I got back to my place I sat in our spot and watched the sun go down ....Watching the sun go down was part of a routine we had done just about every day ... I felt so much better doing that because yesterday I was hurting and I didn't watch The Sunset . thank you for sharing . synkrotron ! There is a part inside inside of me (surfacing) that feels OK about this whole experience and process . I can't even try to describe the fact that my mind is trying to understand something it is not able to understand ...life , death , the bond of love ....Yet , I have noticed at times in between the emotional water works , I have been feeling a sense of relief concerning the idea that my dog is no longer suffering ...there is Peace in my Heart when I go there . Thank you for posting your message . I hope to be back in a few hours , Kenny
  6. Hi S.L.I.P. ! thanks ...he made his way into some of the pics you posted that i nicked and changed around ...Hey all the girls in your pics got their butts sniffed by him If i was lucky i got sloppy seconds ...take care ... emeraldsoul ! I look back on that day and I go wow I was able to intuitively handle the situation in such a way as to give Duke the chance to go out on a high note .... Duke liked the vet and his assistants a lot . He acted as if we were at a party in his honor ...I was amazed at his attitude , he was friendly and he did not resist anything that was happening in the room . As he absorbed the second shot ... he came nearer to me and placed his head in my right hand and fell asleep ... thanks for the kind word ... I have to go now ...the plumber turned back on my water... Kenny
  7. Yes ensconced ! it took me a few days to realize I set him free ...no more suffering and pain for him ...me I got a lump in my throat . It starts at the very tip of my head and go's all the way down to the tip of my toes . Thank you for the kind thoughts Hi Mesh , thank you for being here .. Thank you Steve ! much appreciated all the best , Kenny PS I'm posting these 3 real fast because they are on a different page from the bulk posts ...I don't want to take the chance of loosing posts when I have to quote from page 2 ..
  8. Thank you all for having sent the kind thoughts and words you have expressed here . I miss Duke terribly . Hearing how a few of you got through your own personal grief has given me the hope I may get to the other side of my grief . I would like to thank each and every one of you personally VIA a quoted response to what you have posted here . Currently I am in no position to do so ... I'm hurting right now . When I feel a little stronger I will come back and show you the respect you deserve for having sent your kind thoughts of comfort my way . all the best , Kenny
  9. Hello forum members , thank you for showing your concern and empathy for my situation regarding my dog Duke . Today at 4: 15 I took Duke to the vet and he was put to sleep ... I was grateful the Vet was able to see us at 4 PM ...the very thought of waiting until Monday or Tuesday to book an appointment with the vet for later on in the week just did not sit well with me ... Even though Duke couldn't tell me verbally he was suffering I could just tell he was ...so I wanted to give us both a few memories before our final moments together came to a close . An hour and a half before out appointment I decided to run to the store and buy a steak .I cooked that bad boy up and Duke and I had our last meal together. I wanted to do everything I could with Duke so I took him to his favorite place to hang . While there we both enjoyed our time together just watching the day to day activities of other dog walkers , cars driving by and children playing in the playground . Then I took him for a short walk and once he was done with his assault on the bush I gave him his favorite ball to chew on as I let him into the back seat area of my car ... Once I got him in the car he was so happy to have his face in the wind ...I was smiling through my tears as I watched his floppy ears flapping like 2 bird wings zig zagging across the sides of his head while his large mouth turned into a doggie suction parachute where sucking in the breeze made his lips get gigantic and his cheeks puffed out like a hamster that tempo matched his cheeks to a strobe light .... Once we got there I knew I was doing the right thing by setting him free ... I did hold on to him while he went to sleep and for about 10 mins afterward ... I 'm having a tough day so I want to say thank you for listening , Kenny
  10. I am going through a rough time over this whole situation with my dog ...my heart is breaking into a thousand little pieces every day . thank you for the kind word . I spoke to the Vet yesterday , the writing is clearly on the wall . The time has come .. I'm saying my good byes to Duke every day now .. We are both trying to pack in as much quality time as we can with each other with the time we have left . I have to let him go and I feel like I'm loosing my child . thanks for the kind word , Kenny
  11. Yes ,I agree w you . I like the name of Miss PIGGY for you much better than I like the name of miss pigs! It has more sizzle . Kenny
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  13. Lets face it . There ain't no easy cure for Bass Face . Kenny
  14. OMG I come home and you didn't tear up anything . The garbage is still under the sink , my boots are still boots not sandals and there are no bite marks on the wooden furniture .If that ain't enough , you didn't mark your territory and I haven't smelled or found a poop anywhere ... Who has been a good Doggie ? A very good dog you are . Come here and let me hug you because you are my Good Dogie Dogie and I love you ..... Oh my, you smell so clean and you taste so good . Did you take a shower ? Woof woof
  15. Good move Steve, for me it has been almost 4 years. Best of Luck to you , Kenny
  16. This pedal pic is actually from that music store Kenny
  17. Dang ! this fig leaf is making my jeans way too tight ..somethings gonna have to go Kenny
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