I enjoyed your work, sounds like you had some challenges! I like the mix of influences and the vibe. As for feelings you are interested in knowing about, I think the song expresses Grief. Passion. Sadness. Mystery. I saw on your bandcamp it says you are in Phoenix, did you lose everything in a AZ wildfire or a non-wildfire blaze? I’m outside Prescott and several years back I was mandatory evacuated from a close wildfire and on the run like they are doing in LA now. Fortunately, no homes were destroyed but it was traumatic in its own way to be threatened with total loss. Of course I made a song and art about it ha. Im sorry for what you experienced and enjoyed the art and music you made to process your feelings.