Maybe one day you´ll understand and get to enjoy the sheer brilliance of Kenny´s Artwork.
Don´t worry, if you don´t get there, it´s still possible to have an ok-ish life.
At the animal shelter there's 1 furry friend waiting to help you through this horrible time.
I can emagine you don't feel like it....but get yourself together and hop over there to pickup your new buddy, BF